{"id":31732,"date":"2023-04-12T23:56:15","date_gmt":"2023-04-12T21:56:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/balkon.art\/home\/?p=31732"},"modified":"2024-11-07T22:12:25","modified_gmt":"2024-11-07T21:12:25","slug":"meghivas-kozben-berhidi-maria-2-szoba-hall","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/balkon.art\/home\/meghivas-kozben-berhidi-maria-2-szoba-hall\/","title":{"rendered":"Megh\u00edv\u00e1s k\u00f6zben"},"content":{"rendered":"[vc_row type=”in_container” full_screen_row_position=”middle” column_margin=”default” column_direction=”default” column_direction_tablet=”default” column_direction_phone=”default” scene_position=”center” text_color=”dark” text_align=”left” row_border_radius=”none” row_border_radius_applies=”bg” overflow=”visible” class=”p-4-0″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ overlay_strength=”0.3″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” shape_divider_position=”bottom” bg_image_animation=”none” shape_type=”” gradient_type=”default”][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”1\/1″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid”][vc_column_text]\n

Berhidi M\u00e1ria: 2 szoba, hall<\/em> c\u00edm\u0171 ki\u00e1ll\u00edt\u00e1s\u00e1r\u00f3l<\/h2>\n[\/vc_column_text][vc_column_text el_class=”p-2-0″]\n

Pint\u00e9r Szonja Kort\u00e1rs Gal\u00e9ria, Budapest
\n2004. szeptember 17 \u2013 december 4.<\/h4>\n[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row type=”full_width_background” full_screen_row_position=”middle” column_margin=”default” column_direction=”default” column_direction_tablet=”default” column_direction_phone=”default” scene_position=”center” text_color=”dark” text_align=”left” row_border_radius=”none” row_border_radius_applies=”bg” overflow=”visible” class=”p-1-0″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ overlay_strength=”0.3″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” shape_divider_position=”bottom” bg_image_animation=”none” shape_type=”” gradient_type=”default”][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”1\/3″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid”][divider line_type=”Small Line” line_alignment=”default” line_thickness=”4″ divider_color=”black” custom_height=”20″ custom_line_width=”100″][vc_column_text]\n

B\u00e1n Zs\u00f3fia<\/span> \u00edr\u00e1sa a Balkon 2004\/10 sz\u00e1m\u00e1ban jelent meg. Az \u00fajrak\u00f6zl\u00e9ssel Berhidi M\u00e1ria<\/span> (1953\u20132023) szobr\u00e1szm\u0171v\u00e9szre eml\u00e9kez\u00fcnk.<\/p>\n[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” el_class=”box-l20″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”2\/3″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid” offset=”vc_col-sm-offset-0″ gradient_type=”default”][vc_column_text]Bel\u00e9p\u00fcnk egy lak\u00e1sba, m\u00e1svalaki \u00e9letter\u00e9be. Teh\u00e1t elfogadtunk egy megh\u00edv\u00e1st, a megh\u00edvottnak pedig, \u00fagymond, illend\u0151en kell viselkednie, mert a megh\u00edvott \u2013 itt \u2013 egyben kiv\u00e1lasztott is, s ezt meg kell becs\u00fclnie. P\u00e9ld\u00e1ul nem kell \u00e9szrevenn\u00fcnk olyasmiket, amiket a h\u00e1zigazda nem arra sz\u00e1nt, hogy megszeml\u00e9lj\u00fck. Nem kukucsk\u00e1lunk be f\u00e9lig t\u00e1rt ajtaj\u00fa szob\u00e1kba, nem h\u00fazogatjuk ki a fi\u00f3kokat \u00e9s nem olvassuk el az asztalon hever\u0151 levelet. Pedig. (Mit tagadjuk. S\u0151t, olykor meg is tessz\u00fck.) A vonz\u00e1s a tilt\u00e1sb\u00f3l ered, s vele a sz\u00e9gyen\u00e9rzet, a lelkifurdal\u00e1s is.[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row type=”full_width_background” full_screen_row_position=”middle” column_margin=”default” column_direction=”default” column_direction_tablet=”default” column_direction_phone=”default” scene_position=”center” text_color=”dark” text_align=”left” row_border_radius=”none” row_border_radius_applies=”bg” overflow=”visible” class=”p-4-0″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ overlay_strength=”0.3″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” shape_divider_position=”bottom” bg_image_animation=”none” shape_type=”” gradient_type=”default”][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”1\/1″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid”][vc_column_text css_animation=”fadeInUp”]\n

Ezt nevezik kult\u00far\u00e1nak, civiliz\u00e1ci\u00f3nak \u2013 hogy sz\u00e9pen megk\u00fcl\u00f6nb\u00f6ztetj\u00fck a felsz\u00ednt a m\u00e9lyt\u0151l, hogy mit sz\u00e1ntak a szemnek, mit a k\u00e9znek, s mit egyiknek sem, hogy mi az eny\u00e9m \u00e9s mi a ti\u00e9d, hogy mi a mag\u00e1nszf\u00e9ra \u00e9s mi a k\u00f6zszf\u00e9ra. Ezt tan\u00edtj\u00e1k, ezt tanuljuk, s adott esetben ezt adjuk tov\u00e1bb. S ha net\u00e1n rossz a k\u00f6z\u00e9rzet\u00fcnk a kult\u00far\u00e1ban \u2013 mert mondjuk, elv\u00e9sz bel\u0151le a leveg\u0151 \u2013 akkor megpr\u00f3b\u00e1lhatunk l\u00e1zadozni ellene, p\u00e9ld\u00e1ul \u00fagy, hogy m\u0171v\u00e9szetet csin\u00e1lunk. A m\u0171v\u00e9szet klorofiltermel\u0151 tev\u00e9kenys\u00e9g.<\/p>\n[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row type=”full_width_background” full_screen_row_position=”middle” column_margin=”default” column_direction=”default” column_direction_tablet=”default” column_direction_phone=”default” scene_position=”center” text_color=”dark” text_align=”left” row_border_radius=”none” row_border_radius_applies=”bg” overflow=”visible” class=”p-4-0″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ overlay_strength=”0.3″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” shape_divider_position=”bottom” bg_image_animation=”none” shape_type=”” gradient_type=”default”][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”2\/3″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid”][vc_column_text css_animation=”none”]Teh\u00e1t: bel\u00e9p\u00fcnk egy lak\u00e1sba, m\u00e1svalaki \u00e9letter\u00e9be, s mint megh\u00edvott (\u00e9s egyben kiv\u00e1lasztott), igyeksz\u00fcnk kultur\u00e1ltan viselkedni, a szab\u00e1lyokat betartani. \u00c1mde mi van akkor, ha \u00e9ppen a h\u00e1zigazda r\u00fagja fel a szab\u00e1lyokat? Mi van akkor, ha azt k\u00e9pzelj\u00fck, hogy majd elt\u00f6lt\u00fcnk egy b\u00e9k\u00e9s d\u00e9lut\u00e1nt, te\u00e1zgatunk, n\u00e9zz\u00fck, ahogy odakint cseper\u00e9szik az es\u0151 \u00e9s m\u00edves semmis\u00e9gekr\u0151l fecseg\u00fcnk, csendben megk\u00fcl\u00f6nb\u00f6ztetj\u00fck a felsz\u00ednt a m\u00e9lyt\u0151l, ahogy tan\u00edtott\u00e1k \u2013 s ehelyett, olyasmire k\u00e9nyszer\u00fcl\u00fcnk, amire nem vagyunk felk\u00e9sz\u00fclve, amire kifejezetten nem tan\u00edtottak. P\u00e9ld\u00e1ul arra, hogy meredten n\u00e9zz\u00fcnk valamit, amit\u0151l rendes k\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00e9nyek k\u00f6zt szem\u00e9rmesen el kellene fordulnunk. L\u00e1tni akartok, suttyomban, titokban? H\u00e1t tess\u00e9k, mondja a h\u00e1zigazda, akkor n\u00e9zz\u00e9tek ezt! Mindent a szemnek, mindent a k\u00e9znek, mindent az elm\u00e9nek \u00e9s a sz\u00edvnek. Zavartan \u00e1llunk egyik l\u00e1bunkr\u00f3l a m\u00e1sikra: hiszen itt, nyilv\u00e1nval\u00f3an, \u00e9let \u00e9s hal\u00e1l dolgair\u00f3l lesz sz\u00f3. 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Berhidi M\u00e1ria:<\/span> K\u00e1rtyav\u00e1r,<\/em> 2003 \u00a9 Fot\u00f3: Rosta J\u00f3zsef<\/p>\n[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row type=”full_width_background” full_screen_row_position=”middle” column_margin=”default” column_direction=”default” column_direction_tablet=”default” column_direction_phone=”default” scene_position=”center” text_color=”dark” text_align=”left” row_border_radius=”none” row_border_radius_applies=”bg” overflow=”visible” class=”p-6-0″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ overlay_strength=”0.3″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” shape_divider_position=”bottom” bg_image_animation=”none” shape_type=”” gradient_type=”default”][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”1\/3″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid” column_padding_type=”default” gradient_type=”default” offset=”vc_hidden-sm vc_hidden-xs”][\/vc_column][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” el_class=”box-l20″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”2\/3″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid” offset=”vc_col-sm-offset-0″ gradient_type=”default”][vc_column_text]De h\u00e1t hol van az a haza? Hol az otthon? Home is where the heart is, mondja az angol. (Esetleg: lenn az alf\u00f6ld tengers\u00edk vid\u00e9kin? Ott vagyok honn?) \u00c9s enn\u00e9l is l\u00e9nyegesebben: mi az az otthon? Az otthon egy mag\u00e1nt\u00e9r, a priv\u00e1tszf\u00e9ra, a mag\u00e1n\u00e9let tere; az otthon a mag\u00e1n\u00e9let t\u00e9rbeli, fizikai reprezent\u00e1ci\u00f3ja, plasztikus (szoborszer\u0171) megjelen\u00edt\u00e9se. Az otthon teh\u00e1t egy m\u0171alkot\u00e1s? Csak\u00fagy, mint a benne foly\u00f3 \u00e9let\u00fcnk? Azonban a m\u0171alkot\u00e1s, k\u00fcl\u00f6n\u00f6sen, ha szobor (teh\u00e1t nem a temporalit\u00e1sban l\u00e9trej\u00f6v\u0151 m\u0171, mint mondjuk a zene), nem m\u00faltbelis\u00e9get, r\u00f6gz\u00fclts\u00e9get, szil\u00e1rd halmaz\u00e1llapotot fejezi ki? A szobor valamilyen \u00e9rtelemben nem mindig eml\u00e9k-m\u0171?[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row type=”full_width_background” full_screen_row_position=”middle” column_margin=”default” column_direction=”default” column_direction_tablet=”default” column_direction_phone=”default” scene_position=”center” text_color=”dark” text_align=”left” row_border_radius=”none” row_border_radius_applies=”bg” overflow=”visible” class=”p-4-0″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ overlay_strength=”0.3″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” shape_divider_position=”bottom” bg_image_animation=”none” shape_type=”” gradient_type=”default”][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”1\/1″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid”][vc_column_text css_animation=”fadeInUp”]\n

S ha \u00edgy van, lehet-e eml\u00e9km\u0171vet \u00e1ll\u00edtani a mag\u00e1n\u00e9letnek, az otthonteremt\u00e9s banalit\u00e1s\u00e1nak, a zajl\u00f3 \u00e9letnek? Lehet-e a jelenre eml\u00e9kezni? S vajon lehet-e a szobr\u00e1szat hagyom\u00e1nyos anyag\u00e1val, a szil\u00e1rd k\u0151vel, olyan k\u00e9pl\u00e9keny, t\u00f6r\u00e9keny valamire reflekt\u00e1lni, mint a folyamatos jelen? Illetve: mi t\u00f6rt\u00e9nik ezzel a jelennel, ha k\u0151be v\u00e9s\u0151dik?<\/p>\n[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row type=”full_width_content” full_screen_row_position=”middle” column_margin=”default” column_direction=”default” column_direction_tablet=”default” column_direction_phone=”default” scene_position=”center” left_padding_tablet=”10%” right_padding_tablet=”10%” left_padding_phone=”0″ right_padding_phone=”0″ text_color=”dark” text_align=”left” row_border_radius=”none” row_border_radius_applies=”bg” overflow=”visible” class=”p-8-0 full-5-40″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ overlay_strength=”0.3″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” shape_divider_position=”bottom” bg_image_animation=”none” shape_type=”” gradient_type=”default”][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”1\/1″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid”][image_with_animation image_url=”31741″ image_size=”full” animation_type=”entrance” animation=”Fade In” animation_easing=”default” animation_movement_type=”transform_y” hover_animation=”none” alignment=”” border_radius=”none” box_shadow=”none” image_loading=”default” max_width=”100%” max_width_mobile=”default”][vc_column_text]\n

Berhidi M\u00e1ria:<\/span> O-\u00e9k,<\/em> 2000 \u00a9 Fot\u00f3: Rosta J\u00f3zsef<\/p>\n[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row type=”full_width_background” full_screen_row_position=”middle” column_margin=”default” column_direction=”default” column_direction_tablet=”default” column_direction_phone=”default” scene_position=”center” text_color=”dark” text_align=”left” row_border_radius=”none” row_border_radius_applies=”bg” overflow=”visible” class=”p-6-0″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ overlay_strength=”0.3″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” shape_divider_position=”bottom” bg_image_animation=”none” shape_type=”” gradient_type=”default”][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”2\/3″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid”][vc_column_text]A megh\u00edvott (\u00e9s egyben kiv\u00e1lasztott) fej\u00e9ben ilyen, \u00e9s ehhez hasonl\u00f3 gondolatok kavarognak m\u00e1r a \u201ehallban\u201d, ahol bel\u00e9p ebbe a t\u00e9rbe. Itt, a sz\u00f3szerinti \u00e9s metaforikus be- \u00e9s kil\u00e9p\u00e9s hely\u00e9n l\u00e1that\u00f3 a K\u00e1rtyav\u00e1r,<\/em> melynek legfels\u0151 k\u00e9t lapja egy-egy s\u00edrk\u0151 fedlapja, ami nyomban egy t\u00e1gabb, metafizikus kontextusba helyezi a m\u0171vet \u00e9s a szeml\u00e9l\u0151t. A mag\u00e1nt\u00e9r, a mag\u00e1nszf\u00e9ra kit\u00e1gul, s a k\u00f6zszf\u00e9ra, azaz mindannyiunk \u00e9let\u00e9nek r\u00e9sz\u00e9v\u00e9 v\u00e1lik. A megh\u00edv\u00e1s teh\u00e1t \u00fagy t\u0171nik, egy \u00e9letre, mindannyiunk \u00e9let\u00e9re sz\u00f3l (l\u00e1sd m\u00e9g Getrude Stein: Everybody\u2019s Autobiography<\/em>). A m\u00e9szk\u0151- \u00e9s m\u00e1rv\u00e1nylapokb\u00f3l \u00e9p\u00edtett k\u00e1rtyav\u00e1r jellegzetesen fejezi ki a ki\u00e1ll\u00edt\u00e1s eg\u00e9sz\u00e9re, \u00e9s a Berhidi munk\u00e1ira \u00e1ltal\u00e1ban jellemz\u0151 ambivalenci\u00e1t, fesz\u00fclts\u00e9get: a m\u0171 anyaga ny\u00edlt ellentmond\u00e1sban \u00e1ll az \u00e9p\u00edtm\u00e9ny labilit\u00e1s\u00e1val, instabil, \u00e1tmeneti volt\u00e1val. A szomsz\u00e9dos szob\u00e1ban a figyelem k\u00f6z\u00e9ppontj\u00e1ba helyezett m\u0171 \u00d3-\u00e9k<\/em> hitvesi \u00e1gya, amelyet gallyakkal degeszre t\u00f6m\u00f6tt t\u00fckr\u00f6s paplanok bor\u00edtanak, mint t\u00falm\u00e9retezett, dagadoz\u00f3 f\u00e9szkek. A harmadik szoba k\u00f6zponti darabja pedig egy hatalmas, vasabronccsal k\u00f6rbefogott H\u00edmz\u0151r\u00e1ma,<\/em> melynek meleg, narancsos-v\u00f6r\u00f6ses sz\u00edn\u00e9t fel\u00fclr\u0151l egy l\u00e1mpa vil\u00e1g\u00edtja meg, mi\u00e1ltal hatalmas \u00e1rny\u00e9kot vet. 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L\u00e1tsz\u00f3lag ismer\u0151s, otthonos csend\u00e9let, \u00e1m \u00edgy, ebben a megk\u00f6v\u00fclt form\u00e1ban m\u00e9gis idegen, k\u00eds\u00e9rteties, s\u0151t fenyeget\u0151.[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” el_class=”box-l20″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”1\/3″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid” offset=”vc_col-sm-offset-0 vc_hidden-sm vc_hidden-xs” gradient_type=”default” column_padding_type=”default”][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row type=”full_width_background” full_screen_row_position=”middle” column_margin=”default” column_direction=”default” column_direction_tablet=”default” column_direction_phone=”default” scene_position=”center” text_color=”dark” text_align=”left” row_border_radius=”none” row_border_radius_applies=”bg” overflow=”visible” class=”p-8-0″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ overlay_strength=”0.3″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” shape_divider_position=”bottom” bg_image_animation=”none” shape_type=”” gradient_type=”default”][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”1\/1″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid”][image_with_animation image_url=”31744″ image_size=”full” animation_type=”entrance” animation=”Fade In” animation_easing=”default” animation_movement_type=”transform_y” hover_animation=”none” alignment=”” border_radius=”none” box_shadow=”none” image_loading=”default” max_width=”100%” max_width_mobile=”default”][vc_column_text]\n

Berhidi M\u00e1ria:<\/span> L\u00e1da,<\/em> 2001 \u00a9 Fot\u00f3: Rosta J\u00f3zsef<\/p>\n[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row type=”full_width_background” full_screen_row_position=”middle” column_margin=”default” column_direction=”default” column_direction_tablet=”default” column_direction_phone=”default” scene_position=”center” text_color=”dark” text_align=”left” row_border_radius=”none” row_border_radius_applies=”bg” overflow=”visible” class=”p-6-0″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ overlay_strength=”0.3″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” shape_divider_position=”bottom” bg_image_animation=”none” shape_type=”” gradient_type=”default”][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”2\/3″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid”][vc_column_text]A k\u00e1rtyav\u00e1r b\u00e1rmelyik pillanatban \u00f6sszeomolhat, a hitvesi \u00e1gy f\u00f6l\u00f6tt egy \u2013 eredetileg a h\u00edmz\u0151r\u00e1m\u00e1hoz tartoz\u00f3 \u2013 \u00f3ri\u00e1sm\u00e9ret\u0171, fegyverszer\u0171 k\u0151t\u0171 Damokl\u00e9sz kardjak\u00e9nt f\u00fcgg, a h\u00edmz\u0151r\u00e1ma puha fel\u00fclet\u00e9hez \u00e9s meleg sz\u00edn\u00e9hez durv\u00e1n t\u00e1rsul a szor\u00edt\u00f3, hideg vasabroncs.<\/p>\n

Mi ez a hely, amely egyszerre ismer\u0151s \u00e9s ismeretlen, otthonos \u00e9s k\u00eds\u00e9rteties?<\/p>\n

\u201eA k\u00eds\u00e9rteties olyasvalami, aminek rejtve kellett volna maradnia, de m\u00e9gis el\u0151t\u00e9rbe nyomult,\u201d \u00edrja Freud A k\u00eds\u00e9rteties<\/em> c\u00edm\u0171 tanulm\u00e1ny\u00e1ban.1<\/span> A tanulm\u00e1nyban Freud a n\u00e9met k\u00eds\u00e9rteties \u2013 das Unheimliche \u2013 sz\u00f3 etimol\u00f3gi\u00e1j\u00e1val hosszan foglalkozik, mely sz\u00f3 nyilv\u00e1nval\u00f3an tartalmazza az otthon, otthonoss\u00e1g fogalm\u00e1t. \u201eA n\u00e9met unheimlich (kietlen, k\u00eds\u00e9rteties, borzongat\u00f3) sz\u00f3 nyilv\u00e1nval\u00f3an a heimlich \u00e9s a heimisch (bennfentes, otthonos, kies, ismer\u0151s, bizalmas) sz\u00f3nak az ellent\u00e9te, \u00e9s az a k\u00f6vetkeztet\u00e9s sem \u00e1llhat t\u0151l\u00fcnk t\u00e1vol, hogy az unheimlich \u00e9ppen az\u00e9rt ijeszt\u0151, mert nem ismer\u0151s \u00e9s nem otthonos,\u201d \u00edrja Freud.2<\/span>[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” el_class=”box-l20″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”1\/3″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid” offset=”vc_col-sm-offset-0″ gradient_type=”default” column_padding_type=”default”][divider line_type=”Small Line” line_alignment=”default” line_thickness=”4″ divider_color=”black” custom_height=”20″ custom_line_width=”100″][vc_column_text]\n

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Sigmund Freud m\u0171vei IX, M\u0171v\u00e9szeti \u00edr\u00e1sok,<\/em> Bp., Filum Kiad\u00f3; szerk. Er\u0151s Ferenc, ford. B\u00f3kay Antal \u00e9s Er\u0151s Ferenc, 268. o.<\/p>\n

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i. m. 249. o.<\/p>\n[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row type=”full_width_content” full_screen_row_position=”middle” column_margin=”default” column_direction=”default” column_direction_tablet=”default” column_direction_phone=”default” scene_position=”center” left_padding_tablet=”10%” right_padding_tablet=”10%” left_padding_phone=”0″ right_padding_phone=”0″ text_color=”dark” text_align=”left” row_border_radius=”none” row_border_radius_applies=”bg” overflow=”visible” class=”p-8-0 full-5-40″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ overlay_strength=”0.3″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” shape_divider_position=”bottom” bg_image_animation=”none” shape_type=”” gradient_type=”default”][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”1\/1″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid”][image_with_animation image_url=”31745″ image_size=”full” animation_type=”entrance” animation=”Fade In” animation_easing=”default” animation_movement_type=”transform_y” hover_animation=”none” alignment=”” border_radius=”none” box_shadow=”none” image_loading=”default” max_width=”100%” max_width_mobile=”default”][vc_column_text]\n

Berhidi M\u00e1ria:<\/span> Pad,<\/em> 2000 | H\u00edmz\u0151p\u00e1rna,<\/em> 2003 \u00a9 Fot\u00f3: Rosta J\u00f3zsef<\/p>\n[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row type=”full_width_background” full_screen_row_position=”middle” column_margin=”default” column_direction=”default” column_direction_tablet=”default” column_direction_phone=”default” scene_position=”center” text_color=”dark” text_align=”left” row_border_radius=”none” row_border_radius_applies=”bg” overflow=”visible” class=”p-6-0″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ overlay_strength=”0.3″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” shape_divider_position=”bottom” bg_image_animation=”none” shape_type=”” gradient_type=”default”][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”2\/3″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid”][vc_column_text]\u00c1m, mik\u00e9nt k\u00e9s\u0151bb \u00edrja, mivel nem csak ismeretlen dolgok kelthetnek k\u00eds\u00e9rteties hat\u00e1st, \u201e…k\u00f6nnyen meg\u00e1llap\u00edthatjuk, hogy ez meghat\u00e1roz\u00e1s nem kiel\u00e9g\u00edt\u0151, \u00e9ppen ez\u00e9rt megk\u00eds\u00e9relj\u00fck, hogy a k\u00eds\u00e9rtetiesnek az ismeretlennel t\u00f6rt\u00e9n\u0151 azonos\u00edt\u00e1s\u00e1n t\u00fall\u00e9pj\u00fcnk\u201d. Ezt nyelvileg, etimol\u00f3giailag is igazoltnak l\u00e1tja, amennyiben a heimlich \u00e9s az unheimlich jelent\u00e9se gyakran egybeesik, s olykor egym\u00e1ssal felcser\u00e9lhet\u0151en haszn\u00e1lj\u00e1k:<\/p>\n

\u201e…a heimlich sz\u00f3cska t\u00f6bbf\u00e9le jelent\u00e9s\u00e1rnyalata k\u00f6z\u00f6tt van egy, ami saj\u00e1t ellent\u00e9t\u00e9vel, az unheimlich-hel esik egybe. […] Arra kell r\u00e1j\u00f6nn\u00fcnk, hogy a heimlich sz\u00f3 nem egy\u00e9rtelm\u0171, k\u00e9t olyan fogalomk\u00f6rh\u00f6z tartozik, amely, noha nem ellent\u00e9tes, m\u00e9gis nagyon k\u00fcl\u00f6nb\u00f6zik egym\u00e1st\u00f3l. Az egyik k\u00f6r a bizalmashoz, \u00e9s a kellemeshez, a m\u00e1sik pedig a rejtetthez \u00e9s a titkoshoz kapcsol\u00f3dik. A k\u00eds\u00e9rteties csak az els\u0151 jelent\u00e9snek ellent\u00e9te, de a m\u00e1sodiknak m\u00e1r nem. […] A heimlich teh\u00e1t olyan sz\u00f3, amelynek jelent\u00e9se az ambivalencia ir\u00e1ny\u00e1ba halad, m\u00edg az v\u00e9g\u00fcl ellent\u00e9t\u00e9vel, az unheimlich-hel esik egybe. Az unheimlich bizonyos m\u00e9rt\u00e9kig a heimlich egy fajt\u00e1ja.\u201d3<\/span><\/p>\n

E fogalomnak az ismeretlenhez val\u00f3, eredeti k\u00f6t\u00e9s\u00e9n teh\u00e1t oly m\u00f3don l\u00e9p t\u00fal, hogy a k\u00eds\u00e9rtetiest olyan ijeszt\u0151 valamik\u00e9nt \u00e9rtelmezi, ami valami \u00e1ltalunk r\u00e9g\u00f3ta ismerthez, valami egykor otthonoshoz, famili\u00e1rishoz vezet, valamihez, aminek rejtve kellet volna maradnia, m\u00e9gis felsz\u00ednre bukkant.<\/p>\n

Berhidi M\u00e1ria 2 szoba, hall<\/em>-ja az idegenn\u00e9, k\u00eds\u00e9rtetiess\u00e9, otthontalann\u00e1 v\u00e1lt otthon megjelen\u00edt\u00e9se. Olyan otthon, ahol a heimlich egybeesik az unheimlich-hel, nem csak etimol\u00f3giailag, hanem plasztikusan is. Ilyen \u00e9rtelemben, a ki\u00e1ll\u00edt\u00e1s f\u0151 mot\u00edvuma \u00e9ppen ez a nyugtalan\u00edt\u00f3 egybees\u00e9s; ha \u00fagy tetszik, az \u00e9let egybees\u00e9se az \u00e9lettelennel. A l\u00e1tsz\u00f3lagos harm\u00f3ni\u00e1n, az otthonoss\u00e1g k\u00e9pzet\u00e9n \u00e1t\u00fct az idegens\u00e9g, a k\u00eds\u00e9rteties, a szorong\u00e1s \u00e9rzete. S \u00e9ppen ez a szorong\u00e1s az, amely r\u00e9gt\u0151l fogva ismer\u0151s, amelynek rejtve, elfojtva kellett volna maradnia, s itt m\u00e9gis felsz\u00ednre bukkan: az elm\u00fal\u00e1st\u00f3l, az otthonos elm\u00fal\u00e1s\u00e1t\u00f3l val\u00f3 szorong\u00e1s.[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][vc_column column_padding=”no-extra-padding” column_padding_tablet=”inherit” column_padding_phone=”inherit” column_padding_position=”all” column_element_direction_desktop=”default” column_element_spacing=”default” desktop_text_alignment=”default” tablet_text_alignment=”default” phone_text_alignment=”default” background_color_opacity=”1″ background_hover_color_opacity=”1″ column_backdrop_filter=”none” column_shadow=”none” column_border_radius=”none” column_link_target=”_self” column_position=”default” el_class=”box-l20″ advanced_gradient_angle=”0″ gradient_direction=”left_to_right” overlay_strength=”0.3″ width=”1\/3″ tablet_width_inherit=”default” animation_type=”default” bg_image_animation=”none” border_type=”simple” column_border_width=”none” column_border_style=”solid” offset=”vc_col-sm-offset-0″ gradient_type=”default” column_padding_type=”default”][divider line_type=”Small Line” line_alignment=”default” line_thickness=”4″ divider_color=”black” custom_height=”20″ custom_line_width=”100″][vc_column_text]\n

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